Black On Black Violence ?

From the days of us being slaves in America we have all ways found ways to kill each other ?  We kill each other in many ways, by our mouths ! How we talk to each other and our children like they ain't about nothing ! We are all guilty by association collectively regardless if you think you are different and many of us are, but we all still feel each others pain and death from our babies ! Black Men killing Black Men and we don't even know why ? Of course we can say he owe me money, gave me a dirty look. wrong colors or feel justified because he had affair or tried to with your Wife or Girlfriend ? Do you really think the majority of non African American people give a shit about us killing our own race, or should I say as long as Black Men are killing each other, instead of them ! And I don't blame them, but I will say this, on Sept-18-2014 I was assaulted by a 30 year old Black Man who is Mentally ill, but a couple of inches to my temple and I would not be writing this and the painful thing is he is my stepson! Although I live with " Post Concussion Syndrome" two months later and I will never physically be the same again, I can not physically do things like I use to !  My memory is gone and my right side shuts down because of the migraines and it feel likes strokes I can not control ! Sometimes I have several of them a day and some times I don't, but the worse is walking around angry because I don't feel like I use too or when I get frustrated when I can not do a simple task, I get depressed ! The only thing I can do was to forgive him and all though I wanted revenge, I think revenge is one of the main reasons us Blacks Men Kill each other, and it dawned on me ? Us Black Men who have committed violence against our Children, Women and our selves must ask for forgiveness from each other.  We must be willing to forgive for the sake of all our children, and quite frankly rich Black Man or not , if we don't, we literally won't exist in the Unites States Of America anymore !