Keeping The Monster Inside ?

The one thing I learned, more then anything is ?  We must all take responsibility for keeping our " Monster " inside. Monster ? Yes, Monster ! You know that other side of us, that ugly side of us , that sin side of us ? That one or many sides of us, that we can't afford in public, and in some cases : Family ! Were our character, is not in a positive, uplifting, or Christ like behavior ? And when you go through something like this, the first thing you think of is, I shouldn't  have judged my Brother ! I ended up being a hypocrite, and I'm so sorry to my youngest Brother Jonathan, our Lord has Humbled me ! Love You ! Your Oldest Brother !